Delusion-Elle

Life is feeling kind of horrible nowadays. I'm just a core of negativity with everything swirling around, making everything around me just as horrible.
I remember feeling really shitty like this halfway through grade 9. I guess it's (more than) halfway through term 1 so it's about time...? D:

DO THESE BAD FEELINGS HAVE AN EXPLANATION?!

I can't even stand to listen to my usual tunes. It's like it was all so big and bombastic. And I'm just not feeling grand or wonderful right now. So here's my current playlist:

1. The Walk - Imogen Heap
   
2. Knights of Cydonia - Muse
   
3. The Cross - Within Temptation
   
4. Hide And Seek - Imogen Heap
   
5. The Only One - Evanescence
   
6. What Kind Of Love - Avantasia
   
7. Hill - Hungry Lucy
   

Ugh. Such a mishmashed, ugly playlist (kind of grey, kind of dark, kind of blue, kind of yellow). It somehow matches how messed up I feel.
I can't even tell if I feel messed up or not. :T
I just feel tired... kind of dreamy. And stressed. Of course, I feel stressed. Only a few short weeks until finals. Meanwhile, procrastination drags on.