Delusion-Elle

I'm feeling pretty good now, even if I did go against all the "keep talking to a minimum" and just had a craptastic midterm.
Everything felt safe -- totally friendly. Reminded me of how I talk to any of you guys 'cause you guys always make me feel better. So yeah, I just bitched and moaned about my own life and he was a supportive friend.
And yeah, he's probably/maybe not for me. He's happy where he is and I can deal with where I am. I know I can. I ain't weaksauce.
We're friends and it's just lovely awesome that we can discuss certain things together. I mean, if I can talk about flutes/music with my gay best friend, then I can talk hockey/video games with this dude. And then I have everyone else for everything else. :D
I want him to get his happy ending and hopefully he wants the same for me. :)

And maybe it's all talk right now, but perhaps I can persuade myself.
Today felt like the most real conversation yet. :) Maybe I'm already persuaded? Felt so good to have all the facts out on the table.


ANYHOW, I GIVE UP ON CHEM LAB BSNSS. SCREW THE SAMPLE QUIZ. I'M TALKING TO MY GAY BEST FRIEND ABOUT MUSIC STORES AND THIS SILVER FLUTE HE WANTS. <3