Delusion-Elle

I feel like posting some lyrics and poetry and shiz today, because I am sick of going back to my old blog to look at the half-decent ones. I'd rather start weeding them out now.

So yeah. These are mostly for my personal reference, but I don't want to just keep all this stuff bottled up. Any feedback is welcome since I gotta learn to man up in terms of sharing.

Should you care to get a peek into my warped mind, click 'read more' or whatever the cut-link says.

NOTE: I realized that I have a latent obsession with the word 'sorrow'. Like, it's not a lot a lot, but it's enough to irk me. D:<

Frost hardens a little lonely broken heart
Don't cut me, please don't cut me
Winter song
Signs of remembrance only tear me apart
Don't save me, please don't save me
Right my wrongs
I'll never answer screams of tomorrow
Until you drown my deadly sorrow

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* These lyrics were inspired by the whole Psyche & Eros thing I'm still obsessed with. I like to think of this song as being sung by Aphrodite about Psyche, the beautiful maiden she is jealous of.

When all we hunger for is hate
And ties to heathen law create
Destinies for all who see
The even darker side of me

[Chorus:]
Don't choke the light
And all the promises I made
To Beauty, my possessor
Yet my love will play aggressor, still
I care not for you, my dear
And when the end is clear
You will see that you have lost
In your little game called love

[Post-Chorus:]
Who are you to stand so tall
Trouble me with grace
All the times you miss their whispers
Empty words without a trace

Princess dear, bow low before me
So long as fact taints fantasy
My life before a cry remains
I leave you lost without a pain

[Chorus]

[Post-Chorus]

Fame and infamy
Compete for one
As there can only be
Me or you,
So I have won

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spin like a dime
to rip me down
and flip my head
around so my neck breaks
soundly, securely
caught in a phase
take it out on me again
again again again
'cause I don't matter
like nothing I do
always taken up
by you

control it
your way
never mine
stifle my voice
crush my soul
everything I stand for
falls against broken will
thoughtlessly
put forth with
you in mind again
again again again
appreciated
never reciprocated
no expectations
anymore

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Wishing for rain to cleanse my soul
Ignite the flame within to burn the sin off my skin
The rancid touch of lips to metal
Ropes entwined scratch, ensnare
Keeping the believers believing here
Prayers fueled by memories feared
Light up the sky
It's not the same if you
Open your eyes

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Set adrift/Lost/I don't know what to do/My anchor/Cut loose/Unchained/In love with ghosts/And shadows dancing/Around a past/Unspoken of/Treasured in my mind/Lingering whispers/I try to wear on my skin/Disappear/I envy the air/For stealing you/I'm still here/And I will always be missing you.

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* Part of this 7 deadly sins concept thing I have going on.
ENVY

Nightmares come to life
Realizing truth behind the words
The empty sorrows
Caught in the moonlight
Of an ugly emotion
Rearing its head in victory
Success of the seduction
We hold on tight
Tasting the core of its sweet delight
And no one can stem the undying tide
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LUST

All this wanting
And this needing
Only you can quench this thirst
The burn inside started as butterflies
That caught on fire
And grew into a blaze of hunger
For your scent
Your touch
So pleasing to the soul
Carnal delights soothe the want
And I don't care who you are
Craving you always in my mind
And I don't see what's wrong
Caught in a moment, we're lost in time
Once you've surrendered
I know that you're unequivocally mine
Ultimate goal and gratification
And this doesn't mean a thing if we don't have names

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So close yet so far
We can almost touch the sky
And wring the rain from the clouds
Sweet delicious rain
Clearing our throats
Clearing our eyes
Caressing our skin
Carrying our hopes and fears away
Leaving us naked
To face ourselves
Without masks
Without make-up
Without lies

Some believe that the sky is falling
That the world is ending
That this is their last breath
And maybe it is
But I won't tell

[Chorus:]
The truth is in the rain
Reflected in the daily sorrow
The story stays the same
But the highest high might be tomorrow
Guided by a name
Painted on your golden laurels
The truth is in the rain

A promise
Twisting fate to honour a mistake
Swept away again
Washed out by the rain
Faded, worn out soul
Made weary by the endless torrent
Made fearful by the careless droplets
Made lonely by the thoughtless cold

Some believe that angels are calling
That someone is watching
That there is more to this
That there is something beyond the rain
Maybe there is
But I won't tell