Delusion-Elle

Today I played the "oh btw I know so-and-so, do you know them?" card. I had to do it. I can't play the game without laying all the cards out. But it freaked the shiet out of him. I know. I can tell. It blew his mind. Which is really rather ridiculous because it happens to me all the time. It doesn't spin my head around quite like it used to.
Welcome to the ridiculous web of contacts known as my Family. ;P

Anyhow, him being so freaked out led to unexpected texting which led to revelations (on my part). And I don't know... But now I know why he's such a freaking overachiever. It all adds up -- his overachieving-ness and his pathetic insecurities. This kid is needy. Like, he needs some sort of ego-feeding and socialization-feeding and the works, really.

If only he didn't have such nice eyes. And if he wasn't so friendly or nice. Then there can only be friends.
Can a month of knowing someone seriously make you friends?!

I thought once
I cried for you
For your perfect ending
A road paved smooth
A foolish road for two
Now I think
I cry with you
Your story's already unraveled
Mine is just beginning
To shape
Another direction
Maybe another life
In another way

Thank god for end of term!!