Delusion-Elle

It's not that I can't sleep, but rather that I don't want to sleep.
Some little thing has me incensed and it sparked a wildfire in my mind and the cogs just won't stop turning.
And the thing is, I just can't seem to pinpoint it exactly.

Maybe it's time for a semi-rant?
For starters, I don't believe that I have a particular target in mind or anything, but what ticks me off is when people make themselves out to be so high and mighty because, frankly, I've found that those who are truly of such a high caliber do not boast about themselves like that. If you're good, that's just part of who you are. There's no need to say it out loud or hint at it. There's no need to delude yourself into believing such thoughts.
Aaaaaaaaaand I've just lost my train of thought. It's just... I'm sick of pretentious people and all this "yeah the rest of the world sucks, but I'm awesome and I'm gonna be the one to save it". Sorry, I know, this isn't a cynic's paradise, but I'm not in the mood to deal with pretentiousness and smug optimism some people have.
Don't worry, if you're a naturally optimistic person, I hold nothing against you unless you fall into either one of the two categories mentioned above.

Feel like working on some new lyrics.
My grandma's been in the hospital for about 4 weeks now. As of today, she is now in a rehabilitation centre. From there, it looks like she'll be heading for an "old folks' home" because we, her family, just can't take of her anymore. Seeing her in the state she's in now is jarring. She used to walk me to kindergarten sometimes, make lunch for me, cut out paper flowers with me, and do my Chinese school homework for me. Many a time, I feel that she and my grandpa were the ones who raised me for almost all of my elementary school years. I can't stand seeing her like this. It breaks my heart.

I'll just leave you all with a song.
This is the version which got me hooked.
This is the original.
And this is beauty: