Delusion-Elle

delusional, since 1991 *pew pew*

9.25.2010

Season's End

You gave me a sign
I took a chance by never looking back
I hope you understand

So summer is officially over and honestly, you can just feel that it's autumn in Vancouver now. We're starting to get that bitingly chilly wind, and rain is once again a regular forecast. But if you're reading this blog, you probably already know all this. :P

Ah, so let's see what else the season's end means...  ANOTHER TO-DO LIST, UPDATED FOR THIS WEEKEND OF FAIL.
  • CPSC assignment 1 (Sept. 27): JUST ONE MOAR J-UNIT TEST CASE TO FIX YAY!
  • Math 221 homework (Sept. 29)
  • Math 200 reading/understanding/practice Q's
  • Musc 120 reading: pg. 61-67 + ch. 4 (Sept. 28)
  • CPSC worksheet (Sept. 27)
  • CPSC reading
  • Co-op rationale statement (Oct. 15)
  • FINISH THE GODDAMN CO-OP APPLICATION FORM. SRSLY (Oct. 15)
There's so much to do ASDFJKL; And I have work tomorrow D: Goddamn, I really think that I'm going to quit working there next year. My 8 hours of working that one shift. GONE. GIVEN TO SOME GIRL WHOSE NAME I'VE NEVER SEEN OR HEARD BEFORE. I'm not going to get any further into it, but yeah, I don't really need to deal with that.

Ughhhhhh. Where is my assignment partner?! Srsly! D: I admit that I feel like I've done practically nothing for this assignment. My brain has gone off the side of a cliff for this entire past week and only a few days ago did I start getting more than 4-5 hours of sleep. I now get a whopping 6 hours of sleep. Jej! =______= And I feel so bad that my partner has done so much of the work, but I can't speed my recovery. I can't think properly these days.
I just want to sit here and zone out to music, or sleep. I'm not feeling creative at all or productive or much like  a human right now. And I'm going through a bout of self-doubt in terms of school and everything.
I wish I was a white person and could just do whatever degrees I wanted and not be so "OMG YOU NEED TO GET A JOB"-oriented like a goshdarn Asian. Yesterday I was feeling very much like I wasn't meant for this stupid world and its stupid societal roles and stupid jobs and stupid monies. STUPID. I want to live life for life and happiness, not for a nine to five job or to put a meal on a table. I want to smash the control machine, but I don't think I can.

Trip-hop makes my brain sleepier and my eyes go cross-eyed. I think I'm only using my left eye right now to look at the screen while my right is off being lazy somewhere~
I hope you don't say good-bye like we'll never meet again
Leave me a lie at the season's end
Come lift the light into heaven with a song
Don't say good-bye 'cause it's been so long.


";__________; I want to be subjected to you
Please continue subjecting me to you"
WELL IF YOU SAY SO.

2 comments:

musicmajorwannabe/yourfaithfulstalker said...

HEY toria, i think this will cheer you up immensely :p

So a C, an E-flat and a G
walk into a bar. The bartender says, "sorry, but we don't serve minors."
So E-flat leaves, and C and G have an open fifth between them. After a
few drinks, the fifth is diminished and G is out flat. F comes in and
tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough.
...
A D comes in and heads for the bathroom saying, "Excuse me.
I'll just be a second." Then A comes in, but the bartender
is not convinced that this relative of C is not a minor.
Then the bartender notices B-flat hiding at the end of the
bar and says, "Get out! You're the seventh minor I've found
in this bar tonight."

E-Flat comes back the next night in a three-piece suit with
nicely shined shoes.

The bartender says, "you're looking
sharp tonight. Come on in, this could be a major
development." Sure enough, E-flat soon takes off his suit
and everything else, and is au natural. Eventually, C, who had passed
out under the bar the night before, begins to sober up and realizes in
...horror that he's under a rest.

So, C goes to trial, is convicted of contributing to the diminution
of a minor and sentenced to 10 years of DS without Coda at an up scale
correctional facility. The conviction is overturned on appeal, however,
and C is found innocent of any wrongdoing, even accidental, and that all
accusations to the contrary are bassless.

The bartender decides, however, that since he's only had tenor so
patrons, the soprano out in the bathroom and everything has become alto
much treble, he needs a rest and closes the bar.

Delusion-Elle said...

THAT. MADE. MY. LIFE. HOLY CRAP I LAUGHED SO MUCH. xD Like every other line I stopped just to laugh!
I LOVE YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. ;D
Even now, I'm grinning like an idiot reading over bits of it. xP THANK YOU!

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