Delusion-Elle

The weekend is over. D: I swear, the worst part of going to school is having to wake up early because on those days (Monday to Friday), I cannot function due to lack of sleep. I do stupid things, give stupid people my stupid e-mail address, and say stupid impromptu things that warrant weird looks. Which, I assure you, I do receive.

So for the past... hour... I've been just sitting here. I wasn't even blogging or in the process of writing a blog entry. No, I was just sitting here, letting my thoughts implode. Ever had one of those moments where you realize just how much you have to do in the span of a few days and you can't decide what you're going to tackle first and in your mess of indecision, you sit there for an hour doing nothing? Yeah. That's me. That's exactly me. ;____;

I had a really trippy dream last night. Something about being at Playland on a really sunny day and running into family members and having that goddamn pirate ship ride bash into me just before sitting at a picnic table and having tea with random strangers, one of which told me that she was the Majestic One. She then went on a diatribe about these little blue pixelated (I shit you not) creatures that are being sent down from the heavens and blah blah blah Chosen One blah blah blah. Maybe I should lay off the grape-flavoured lip gloss before sleeping. I'm not overly fond of grape-flavoured things -- far too reminiscent of cough syrup yuck yuck yuck! -- but I have so much lip gloss that I figured I should use up the stuff I have before buying any new, yummier ones. And I could go on to talk about all the yumtastic flavours I already own (and the really really really awesome flavour that I'm saving because I just want... to... eat.... it v____v), but I'll spare you.

Let's see... other exciting things that happened today... Oh! I planned out my studying schedule for finals! Yay! I'm going to start on the 27th, and study like crazy until my last exam on December 18th. At least it makes me less jittery now, seeing the days listed out one by one like how I have it on my schedule. One day at a time, just one day at a freaking time.

That being said, I'm totally phucking dead this week. I'll be fine for finals, but right now, I can't even describe how dead I am. @______@ I'm pretty sure I'll be either crying or just on the verge of it Thursday night.

Okay. I've got a word count of 1127 out of a minimum 1600 for my paper now. CAN I FINISH IT TONIGHT? ... Probably not. BUT WE SHALL TRY. *resists urge to work on something in Mixcraft* T__T

Oh Smooshy cat, you really don't want to go to school. Trust me on this one.