Delusion-Elle

I'll try to keep this as short and non-pathetic as possible.

[angst]
Today there was enough snow to scare people shitless regarding getting to school. Which, I'm guessing, is why my bus was almost completely full this morning. Full of UBC students, that is. Only 2 people got off at Cambie. This was 7AM, people. 7-freaking-AM. Don't y'all have to Canada Line to work?! The most uncomfortable parts of the ride were the fact that I had to stand until Kerrisdale (25 min. while being sleepy enough to pass out?) and that my section of the bus was full of couples being all wide-eyed and bushy-tailed. Or the couple equivalent of that. With much more physical contact and locking of gazes. Yeurk!

My lectures today were alright, though my lab was... horrid. The 213 labs are split into two chunks: a 1-hour session of instruction/tutorial, and the 2-hour lab portion. Today was the 1-hour chunk and: 1) there were no TA's at all, 2) the girls I tried to talk to (I was sitting next to them) gave me clipped answers to questions and then they introduced themselves to each other, 3) the one friend of mine in that lab was sitting with HER guy friends, 4) the guy behind me was clearing his throat every 3 seconds in a most annoying manner that drove me absolutely crackers (me and my 5 hours of sleep), 5) I had no idea what to do in lab.

I think the fact that I cannot even be social with members of my own sex had me feeling the worst. That coupled with my usual sentiments of self-loathing just made today miserable. UNTIL I went to volunteering. It felt good focusing on someone and something else.

And I did no work today, but right now I don't give a flying fig. I feel like I just have to plod through the days until... Until what?
[/angst]

Also, this made me snicker:

POSERS.
(It amuses me greatly when they're synchronized. Because that's totally how you say "hi" in Québec. Right, Fleury, right?)