Delusion-Elle

Early mornings and long days at school are a brutal combination. I've been headachey all day and I'm pretty sure I could pass out right now, if I'd let myself. NOPE. NO SLEEPING. NOT AT 9:50PM.

As a computer science student, I can confirm that this is true:

No lies, I can think of ways to solve problems presented in my CPSC projects and assignments, but it's just the coding. My friend told me off today for using 5 lines of code when I could have very succinctly stuck it in 2. Well. Whatever. At least it works. That's my main priority when coding anything right now.

I am extremely busy this weekend and next week. Let's organize my life!

• Music 101: Assignment (due Tuesday)
  
• Music 121: Quiz (Tuesday)
  
• Stat 241: Assignment (due Wednesday), weekly lab prep
  
• CPSC 221: Assignment (due Friday or Monday after), project 1 (due Wednesday), weekly lab prep
  
• CPSC 213: Assignment (due Sunday), weekly lab prep
  

It's only the 2nd week back and everything is beyond hellish already. I'm thankful that there'll be some downtime after next week, presumably. Although I'm almost done my 213 assignment *crosses fingers*, I think that I won't be doing any reading this weekend. I need to put X number of hours into my assignments before I can finish them, and I can't afford to spend any of them on somewhat trivial things, like reading.

My past few days have been rather nondescript, but I'll go over the boring details for completion's sake.

Wednesday's classes went alright, and I was introduced to someone else in Stats. Nice. Alright. That brought the total up to 5. Yup, I save 5 seats in Stats for people, not including one for me. Only 2 of them ever seem to come early, and even then it's hit-or-miss. My classes were alright. Stats is starting to get too math-y for my tastes, but 221 seems to be taking mathematical equations and reducing them to simpler terms. My 213 lab also turned out alright and I sat with a girl I made friends with in Math 200. I found out that she went to Windermere, which then led to "Oh do you know _____?" and her being weirded out. I don't even know that many people from Windy. Despite the "alright"ness of my day, I was feeling really down for some reason. Strangely, the only one who seemed to notice was a woman I'd never met before -- a teacher I passed in the hallway at the school I volunteer at. Huh.

Thursday was a typical long day at school, complete with co-op workshop and time spent at my friend's dorm. No cake for me this time (the cake is a lie!), though I was spared the scary animé. I realized that I absolutely cannot pay attention to anything during my music history class. My prof is a good speaker, and he pronounces things in the original German or Italian so that's really good. It's just that I don't think I can just sit and focus for 1.5 hours straight. The same thing happens in 213. However, the encouraging thing is that when I pay attention in 213, it's like everything becomes really clear and I get it. Totally. In 121, I already am familiar with most things my prof lectures about so I just can't find that extra encouragement to listen.

I ought to get a start on my music assignment now. Or Stats. It never ends. D: