Delusion-Elle

"Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations"

Revelations of the week:

• No matter how many homework questions you kick ass on, nothing can prepare you for one of Peterson's calculus exams. Wow. That was hard. I'm just going to hope and pray for a passing grade. ;____;
• I am ridiculously easy to find via Google. I'm not sure if that is a good thing or not. I don't find that I blog about particularly interesting things (unless you enjoy reading the whiny ramblings of a teenage girl), so, dear stalkers around the world, I apologize for blogging about such uninteresting things. I would comment further on the stalker revelations, but it feels like a game and I HAVEN'T GAMED IN A LONG TIME so this is kind of fun. In a weird, not-actually-THAT-fun way. Still fun... if that makes any sense. :P
• November is the month when all Science students cry. Or at least, they want to cry, either due to lack of sleep, an insane amount of studying, or because of incredibly stressful assignments. I'm glad that I am not wanting to go into a health sciencey thing. It sounds like all the Microbiol/Biochem/Physio kids are close to breaking. And we all know that I broke long long ago~
• People really think that they're going to find answers/hints/tips/tricks on how to write Java code for the CURRENT CPSC project on my blog. This is ridiculously funny. Why ever on earth would you think that I, a lowly second year student who is minoring in Music, would post the code for how to make a Photo/Album/Tag class on here? You are silly people. Silly silly people. And even though I am getting hits from people wondering about CPSC co-op interview stuffies, I HAVEN'T GONE FOR MY INTERVIEW YET SO THERE'S NOTHING TO SEE HERE~
• Procrastination is a bad addiction of mine. Bad bad very bad. T______T I realized just HOW bad this week. I've srsly cut down on MSN time, AND YET I AM STILL FAILING AT LIFE. D:
• Contrary to popular belief, Asian girls do NOT especially like Jewish guys. In fact, it is the other way around. Trust me on this one.

Holy Jesus, when did I last blog?  October 28th?! It's already November 5th! This is ludicrous!
Admittedly, nothing insanely interesting has happened between now and the 28th. NaNoWriMo began and I am totally out of any sort of ideas for stories right now (too many stories are already partway being written and NaNoWriMo stuffs should be new). Plus time is not on my side at the moment, in case you haven't noticed~ On the other hand, I did check the word count of the (3rd draft, 1st completed of) one story I finished this past summer (or whenever I tweeted that "asdfasdjfkl; epilogue" tweet) and it is 48k. Wow. Damn. I'm tempted to squeeze another 2k words into that draft so I can get NaNoWriMo to send me a nice physical copy of it. Admittedly, I probably wouldn't look at it once I'd have it in my hands (OH THE IMPERFECTIONS THAT MUST BE FIXED IN THE 4TH DRAFT, THEY BURN MY EYESSSSSS), but at least if someone were to say "What things have YOU done in your pathetic life, wee human?" I could take that physical copy out and wave it around in said someone's face and rudely blow raspberries.

Wow, sorry about that wall o' text there. I'VE MISSED BLOGGING. I ADMIT IT. T____T
... And yes, I admit that I am harsh procrastinating right now. But oh well~~~

Oh, yes, and to blog in a not so self-centred fashion, Gordon Campbell stepped down as Liberal party leader! That's awesome. I'm not really into politics or anything, but I'm glad that he's gone. None of the adults I'd heard from were very happy with what he's done to the province so with him stepping down, that'll hopefully result in happiness everywhere~ I think I remember reading this quote from a senior citizen: "Oh Campbell's gone? Did he take the HST with him?" I love old people.

(Long entry is long .____. A THOUSAND APOLOGIES, MY LOVELIES.)

It struck me today as I was wasting away in class that there was a time when I was young, a boy with bold ambitions practiced piano 6 hours a day, in 2-3 hour groupings. I cannot imagine doing that at all right now. AT ALL. I had even had my little practicing schedule planned out in Google Calendars and everything. Damn, I used to be such a good kid. Though, I really really really do miss my piano. I'm tempted to (hire someone to) move my air conditioner out of my room since it's practically winter now and to bring up my keyboard from my basement. MY KEYBOARD IS CRAP. BUT it's better than nothing. I've had that sucker since I was 5. It's kind of my plug in baby. (However, I'd totally kill to get a new keyboard. Or an electric piano. Or a keytar. Those things are TEH SHIT.) And it'd be in the privacy of my own room without my mom wandering in going "OH THAT SOUNDS GOOD. OH MY GOSH YOU WROTE THAT? I THOUGHT YOU WERE A ONE-TRICK PONY." Yeah, thanks. =_______=
I think that I want to relearn this waltz that I used to be able to play (from memory HOLY SHIT). It was my List C for grade 10 piano. I freaking loved it:

Srsly. If you don't love Chopin after that, I will smack you upside the head so badly, pink unicorns will come prancing out of your ears. And by "pink unicorns", I mean "blood". And by "prancing", I mean "gushing". I kid, I kid. Everyone's free to have their own tastes and opinions. It's just that... COME ON, MAN, IT'S CHOPIN. CHO-FREAKING-PIN. And if you pronounce it "choppin'", just make sure that I am not within earshot. Otherwise, there WILL be blood. Lots of it.

Classical music (alright alright, Romantic music, for the pedant in you) fangirling aside, here's some J-Rock to amuse you by my #1 stalker's (I wonder just how many stalkers I actually have) favourite band:

I WAS GOING TO BLOG ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE, TOO, BUT I FORGOT. Perhaps I will blog again later as I'm relatively free this weekend... No midterms to stress over next week, just that blasted interview, though I'm not overly afraid of it. It'll just be a pain in the butt with the semi-formal clothing and such.

"Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms"

- Muse, "Starlight"