Delusion-Elle

So, first order of insignificant business in my journey of procrastination: I found my amber ring! Fuck yeah! I don't have to go back to Germany to try and find a replacement! xP Though I fully intend on going back to Europe sometime in the next few years, aside from the France trip my mom wants to do. Anyways, continuing on...

Today was my CPSC co-op interview and... I think it went alright. I was definitely nervous because I had heard from other students that my interviewer was an especially tough cookie to crack (I'm pretty sure I jumbled up two idioms but I'm kind of tired), but... I didn't find her scary or intimidating at all. o____o I have a feeling that she liked me based on my nicely formatted resumé and the fact that she didn't need to explain all the little details about the co-op program all over again to me. This was probably one of the few instances in life where it is "good" to be disturbingly verbose when I'm nervous. I don't know. I've been told that I don't exude nervousness when in actuality I'm cold with fear and shaking in my (figurative) boots -- I wore flats today which I slipped out of while I was walking (FAIL). Stupid stockings. Note to self: Never wear sheer stockings and a skirt to school between the months of November and March. Wayyyy too damn cold. @_____@

And I'm not going to say any more about what kinds of questions there were since I thought that they were relatively easy to answer. Although, I have to say that I didn't get the Blackberry/smartphone question. Huh. I realize now that my interview today was probably the most stimulating conversation I've had in... days, if not a full week now. The only way I can deal with interviews is if I think of them as conversations, which is probably casual-izing it down too much, but oh well. My interviewer says that my chances of getting in are "fine unless [I] bomb [my] exams". She also told me to just try my best at my Math courses. Honestly, she was really very nice. It felt as though she cared~~~

... I've realized that I am like a goddamned hermit these days. I hardly see or talk to anybody, online or in real life. I don't want to distract anyone from school since November is definitely a busy month, but I miss real socialization not involving discussion about school and other things that I'm not going to bring up because I value having readers. I'd rather not offend people right now; I don't have the energy to offend. I feel like I live in a bubble. Mmkay, going to stop bitching and moaning about this. It's not worth it.

Mmm, my brother won't stop talking about this game, MineCraft. He thinks that the game developer, Notch, is a Norwegian god or something along those lines. Good grief. *headdesks* I mean, I admire the guy for coding the game completely in Java and for keeping it indie and all, but no. He is not a god, dear brother, he is not. Is this game really as popular as my brother and his cohorts make it out to be? o__o

Yesterday's absolutely unproductive day off messed me up and just made me realize how dead I am next week. If I can bear to cut myself off from this last little bit of one-way online socialization (I blog and you read... if you want xP), maybe I'll take a break from blogging for a few days. No guarantees, though.

There were some interesting articles in The Vancouver Sun today about the demographics in BC and Metro Vancouver. Hm, we're also apparently the top spot in the world for interracial relationships. What happened to America the melting pot? Are they really going to be outdone by Vancouver, a lowly Canadian city? Le gasp!

Ahhh, time to kick my own butt. I really really really need to do some schoolwork. T_____T