Delusion-Elle

delusional, since 1991 *pew pew*

8.14.2012

Deathless

I don't generally post book reviews, and honestly, I don't intend for this to be a review. Reviews imply some sort of evaluation, and I do not think it even possible for me to properly evaluate this book, mostly because my thoughts on all fall within the range of "ASDFASDFASDFJL; AHHHHHHH" to even less coherent fangirling. Deathless, by Catherynne M. Valente, is the book in question. And yes, I really did love it. A lot.

This book pretty much shattered any
delusions I had about my own
writing abilities.
This is not going to be a spoiler-free post. You have been warned.

Deathless takes place in Russia just before and into World War II. However, if you are expecting a war story, you are mistaken, but only partly. The heart of Deathless is the world of the eponymous Koschei the Deathless. Koschei is a demon from Russian folklore who generally takes on the role of the antagonist. Valente's spin on this Russian folk villain focuses specifically on the tale The Death of Koschei the Deathless, but in a Communist Russia WWII setting. I am not particularly a big fan of Russian culture or Russian folklore and my knowledge in the subject was limited to the one demon Baba Yaga introduced to me by Mussorgsky, so I went into this story with very few pre-conceived notions about the mythos and the setting in general. Valente brought this taste of Russia to a level of accessibility that I not only appreciated, but lapped up. I made sure to read up on the folklore after finishing the book -- but only after finishing as I did not want to spoil any of the plot for myself. In hindsight, I probably could have stood to read up on the folklore as I was going because Valente's take on it was vastly different in some respects, although I feel that she kept the essence of them, and really isn't that all that matters? I won't go much further into the storyline as it essentially follows the folk tale.

Now, let's talk about that prose, that beautiful beautiful prose. It has been a long time, I feel, since I've read a book with such elegance and grit woven expertly into its text. It is clear that each word was chosen and placed with care. Valente is a wordsmith in every sense of the word, a master in her craft, sculpting a moving narrative out of words in precisely a way that may even brush perfection. The analogies and metaphors and imagery that she uses are a little odd, but it fits the exact flavour of the novel. A fountain that spews blood and a house that walks on chicken legs? Definitely odd. A committee of tiny house spirits, 3 bird-husbands, and a soldier-making factory? A little out there even for fantasy. And because of the nature of the folklore, it was only right that Valente's writing be... well, magical. In short, I just really wish that I could write like her.

The theme of magic is prevalent through the story, and I can only liken this quality of magic to that of Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell and The Night Circus. This brand of magic is one that feels natural and is intrinsic. These are magical worlds, but not in the sense that the magic is the focus. No, the magic is subtle and it tinges every aspect of the world without anyone batting an eye. It isn't strange. It isn't gimmicky. It belongs. It's hard for me to put into words exactly how magic was presented in this book, but it fit, just like how Valente's word choice and placement did.

Maybe I've been in a bit of a rut with all these YA books where the protagonist falls victim to the self-insertion bug, but I also truly adore the personalities Valente injected into these characters (although, hey, this is "adult fiction" so perhaps that has something to do with it). The folk tales don't offer much about their personalities sure, but Valente stayed true to the stories enough so that these were plausible, fully-fleshed characters. I think that the thing about these weak self-insertion characters nowadays is that they are a cheap way for the reader to feel strongly connected to them; if it feels as though you are the character, of course you would feel a deep desire for the character to get what he or she wants. In Deathless, you don't get that sense at all. These are characters who cannot be pigeonholed as "good" or "bad". They say bad things sometimes. They do good things sometimes. But with all of their actions, they are driven by their passions, and I reckon that there is very little more human than passion.

I suppose that this did turn out to be a bit of a review, but ah c'est la vie. I have nothing but good things to say about this book. The prose is beautiful, the characters are rich, and the magic is thick. Sure, the storyline may seem a bit spotty at times, but the magic fills in those gaps of belief, because in the end, this is a fantasy novel. It may be set during WWII and it may be based on Russian folklore, but it is pure fantasy through and through.

11.08.2010

Music 100

So I just finished off a bag of Skittles, 2 sour Starbursts (I think they mucked up the insides of my mouth with their acid nuuuuuu), and a bag of Reese's pieces. I wasn't even hungry, but I wanted to chomp viciously on things and now I can practically hear my teeth crying from the sugar overload.

Before I get down to business (aka Math practice questions ;____;), I'm going to go into Music student mode and blog about something we covered in class today that I found exceptionally mind-blowing. I know that all of the "wannabe Music majors" are probably too busy trying to kick Science course butt to read this, but I'll post it anyway. And blogging about this is probably good review for myself.

I WILL BLOG ABOUT MOAR NORMAL THINGS LATER, BUT RIGHT NOW I NEED TO GET THIS FANGIRLINESS OUT OF MY SYSTEM.

Erm... Spoilers?
I'll post pics under the cut.
WARNING: VERY PICTURE HEAVY.
Credit: The Wizarding World of Harry Potter tumblr

2.27.2010

This morning.

I fell in love with this song. When I first heard the vocalist come in, I was like "Oh God another one of those vocalists who sounds nasally and drags every note into the next".

But it's really beautiful.

Through the night to the day
When everything is gone
Carry this soul away from the dry lands

In the sun we see fighting over lines
All our dreams and wishes we send home for safe keeping
Fighting for what's right

Calling to the night
To dream again in the light
Waiting for a storm to rise and feel the isolation fleeting

Calling to the night
To be or not to be fighting here
Leaving without you, leaving my soul behind

Calling to the night
Colors of kodachrome fade with time

Calling to the night
For us, for every single life
All the ashes of men remain as a perfect memory

Calling to the night

But the heart will remain
As a silhouette of time
Hear the ringing echos in the splitting horizon

Calling to the night

1.18.2010

Facejelipses

Learn how to do it.

:D
Practice makes perfect!

EDIT: GUISE, IT'S BEEN APPROVED!!! :D

12.07.2009

Shame on me

I really shouldn't be doing anything other than studying Math.
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. I'm weak.

I found this clip again. I swear, this live version is even better than the studio version -- which is pretty freaking amazing already.

And that, boys and girls, is why you learn your scales and arpeggios -- so you can pwn the crap out of solos.
And that vibrato is to die for. <3

12.06.2009

Dinner

So we had our year-end work dinner tonight. My best gay friend made everybody move so I could sit across from him. x) I got a hug from him. Then I sat down and we talked about school and music and his performance. Today is the 5th day of his planned 14-day vegetarianism. The only reason why is he is trying this vegetarian lifestyle thing is so he can feel an 'iron high' when he next eats meat. I AM DEAD SERIOUS, GUYS.

He had pasta for dinner, and he couldn't even finish it. And he wants to go shopping together. <3

As much as I don't like Twilight/New Moon/all that crap, I couldn't help but smile and laugh when he said that the highlight of his day was seeing Taylor Lautner shirtless in the movie theatre. Oh, and he said that Robert Pattinson has asymmetrical boobs. LOL

And he had cheesecake for dessert. When he took the first bite, OH MAN, HE WAS SO CUTE -- he just closed his eyes, smiled, and sighed, like he was in heaven. <3

He is the best-looking asian guy I have ever seen. And he's uber cute. And nice.
I wish I could marry him.
But he's too pretty for me. And he's so openly gay.
NO GUY IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR MY BEST GAY FRIEND. D:<


He also hugged me 3 times. <3 Somehow, he makes me feel amazingly happy.

11.12.2009

Oh man! :3

I'm listening to some Tchaikovsky right now and... oh man!
Boy, this stuff takes me back.
Back to when I took ballet.
Back to those days of studying music history.
Back to those carefree days.
Which weren't all that carefree.
They never really are, until you put everything into perspective.
Then you long for the past until you're dreamy-eyed.


Did I ever mention how much of a genius Tchaikovsky was?
His stuff isn't particularly heavy or dark, just plain fun (though Swan Lake is kinda sad). And pretty, so pretty.
Just listening to the "Waltz of the Flowers" from the Nutcracker suite right now. Getting the loveliest shades of pink.
Not that I haven't noticed it before. I just wanted to feel pink for a moment. :3